1 JUL 2024 · Anxiety has an enormous impact on my life. It affects my ability to decide which version of myself I want to present to the world. Despite this, I can see and feel my dreams. It feels like I am chasing the multitude of stars high up in the night sky, making me realize that my dreams shine as bright as those stars.My undying passion drives me as a woman who refuses to be hurt again by listening to the voice of anxiety. I am determined to level the playing field with my willpower and face this game head-on. There is no time left to settle or stall. The next chapter and phase of my life is here and now. Reflecting on the challenges I faced and overcame. I realize the importance of this moment in my life’s journey.I aim to lead with grace and elegance, recognizing the impact I have on others. The image I project out into the world holds great significance, as does acknowledging how far I have come in my life’s journey. How I pour into others satisfies me immensely.I have learned not to dim my light for anyone. I understand that in reaching my fullest potential. The ceiling is constantly moving, making all things possible. With the essence of time being everything.There are countless ideas, life experiences, and stories I want to share with the world. I realize the importance of knowing when it is time to let go and move on. I have found myself moving at an undesirable pace when my life is in disarray: it feels much faster than I would prefer, making life more challenging. Dealing with overwhelming anxiety causes my vision to blur, leading to an instant sense of burnout.In my remaining time on Earth, I aim to accomplish as many of my dreams as possible. In moments like these, when I seek ways to recharge before burning out completely. I question my ability to achieve my dreams due to the elevated expectations I have set for myself. Feeling overwhelmed, tears fall from my eyes. I am reminded of the time when I wanted to self-sabotage my dreams and retreat to an outdated version of myself.Through it all, I have learned that having the right people in my life has been crucial. I can talk to them, and they support and guide me. I receive amazing advice from supportive family members and friends when I need it most.

26 JUN 2024 · In my conversation and walk with God. Through having experienced a multitude of triumphs and tribulations. I have made it through to the other side. With the ability to share my story. Amid finding myself, throughout life’s chaotic moments. While feeling overwhelmed by society. I have swum further into the depths of life’s darkened abyss. Spreading myself thin into the unknown world and waters of oblivion. With God knowing my heart. Lightbulbs of inspiration have gone off in my mind. Discovering my life’s purpose and seeing it. I felt nothing but pure happiness. Understanding that nothing can stand in my way. God, along with his angels, guides my every step. Looking at my reflection in the mirror and seeing the woman I am becoming. I cannot help but think and imagine how my life would be today if I did not have the life experiences I had. Knowing that each moment at one point or another in my life had been full of painful bouts of self-growth and discovery. Having learned from these life lessons (some repeated). I have found a place within my life that I can call home. It took a lot of patience for me to realize my purpose in life. Slowly, I have begun to see numerous things in my life come around full circle. Realizing they were experiences meant for another time. Throughout the years, I have been learning ways to deepen my love for the woman I have become. While taking time out to rediscover who I am and desire to be. At this moment in my self-discovery journey. I find myself scribbling along the pages of my diary. Searching for the right words to use to describe my current situation. In this space in my life: where I desire more for myself. My mind for numerous reasons goes blank. While I find myself at a loss for words. I find myself beginning to wander the darkened hallways of my mind. In search of answers as to why my voice falls silent whenever I go to God for direction. I often felt like God did not hear me. However, I did not know that whenever I would go to him. He would hear everything I had to say: but was making it so those things I went to him with in prayer. Were doors that opened at various stages of my life. In conclusion: These are my words to you. Regarding this chapter of my life’s journey and the lessons I have learned from it. It does not matter the varying stage of life you are in. God will forever hear and answer your prayers.

21 JUN 2024 · Growing up, I never liked the sound of my voice. However, the question is… how could I not when my dream as a kid was to be nothing more than a radio personality? However, fast-forward to the year 2024, and having experienced life's many ways of showing me the person within. I've realized my voice will forever be with me!! Whether I like the way my voice sounds. It will forever be my favorite form of self-expression. Struggling to find myself amidst life’s chaotic moments and feeling weighed down by society. I have found myself swimming further and further into the depths of life's darkened abyss. Coming face to face with infinite versions of myself. Ultimately spreading myself entirely thin. Propelling myself, into the unknown world and waters of oblivion. Left now, to deal with my open wounds and scars of just plain tiredness. From curating a playlist to starting this podcast. Like the rushing rivers of a waterfall: I feel I should have infinite amounts of creativity flowing through me. However, while learning and deepening my love for the woman I'm becoming. I have begun to take time out for myself: and rediscover ways I can redirect my time and attention back onto more important things in life. Placing my creative desires further onto the back burners of my mind. Without having overcome the multitude of obstacles placed in my life. I wouldn’t have the ability to share with you my story. In continuing along on my self-discovery journey. I'm learning that I can't rush or put a time limit on creativity. I'm also learning that in life breaks from your craft are required.

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