I am ashamed at the life I have lived at this time. After going to prison, jail and having a somewhat queer time in Wisconsin. I am now back to Santa Barbara trying to put my life together. I dont know if i am straight or gay. I guess I am bi-sexual and I am trying to find myself. I cannot even get a job at Mcdonalds because of my past actions and record. I have multiple DUI's, assault charges and disorderly conducts which make it hard to find a job. Please help me find myself