May 20, 2021
Hardcore question. You probably won’t answer it. I get it. Too many things already on your mind. What is your inner happiness? Not enter happiness. Inner happiness. Look at the world around us and know what keeps you from being overtaken by looming clouds, a sky of gray, extremely cold rain. Crows freely playing in the background. Did I lose you? Not if you’re truly being honest with yourself. Finally someone that knows the junk in your trunk! We hold onto a portrait of what we want life to look like. How it’s supposed to feel, smell and inspire and or influence. A portrait. Yet here we stand in the center of society’s constant mental attack on all things that are supposed to be ambitious. We are amped up by the headlines. When there gets to be too much guess what! We’re overtaken by looming clouds, a sky of gray, extremely cold rain. Crows freely playing in the background. I study the forest that which I live within. It’s a storyteller. I look like it and it looks like me. I’ve put a lot of faith in its amazing ability to speak out when I’ve chosen to go silent. It’s very selfish to always want bright shades of green and white colored wild roses. I look at this forest and it looks at me. Oh oh. Talk about setting yourself up for a serious guilt trip. Overtaken by looming clouds, a sky of gray, extremely cold rain. Crows freely playing in the background. Then we’re invited to walk out into the public eye. For a year we got to hide. No matter how much we complained about being locked up and trapped behind a mask. My God! We got to hide! As things loosen up, the newly planted you gets the blessed opportunity to step free of being overtaken by looming clouds, a sky of gray, extremely cold rain. Crows freely playing in the background. Where is your source of inner happiness? Please don’t walk out there faking it. We’ve had enough time to and way too much space to identify with the false motivators. That itty bitty teeny bit of inner happiness that’s expected to push your Covid 19 weight forward has been overtaken by looming clouds, a sky of gray, extremely cold rain. Crows freely playing in the background. Time to find a ray of light. Only you know where it is. Look at yourself in the bathroom mirror and say your name. Look at your name tag at work and read your name. You are the inner source of your happiness. You have the ability and strength to stop being overtaken by looming clouds, a sky of gray, extremely cold rain. Crows freely playing in the background. Say your name. Identify with who you are. Your parents knew how to get your attention and I bet 100% of the time it was because the first thing out of their mouth was your name. Say your name.