I'm not really sure if all that's been or has been written will be visited again in the years beyond the Coronavirus. It might actually be too much weight for the growing journey. I was daily writing through September 11th and the financial crisis of 2008 and returning to that writing has fueled huge amounts of fear by way of never wanting to re-experience those days of doubt, fear and depression. How do you personally experience without putting it on paper? I'm convinced it finds its way back into your life dressed up as something else. I know that without those experiences in 2001 and 2008 I'd be an emotional wreck right now. The goal daily should be to find your walk through peace. Allow your heart to breathe so it can sing.