July 22, 2001
Still not good enough to return but…

I don’t miss the constant critiquing by bosses claiming to know better. I don’t miss the daily up and down moods that level my chances of being normal. What I do miss is the confidence of knowing I’m someone, and not just anyone. It’s an ego trip! It has to be healthy… lord knows, I’ve met enough people who think they can do radio.

I’m an artist! A free lance, free form, freedom fighting, free for all fool! I don’t know if it’s the best kind, worst kind, most untrustworthy, loyal, dedicated, or determined. I do believe that one day I will hold the answer.

**note…In December of 2003, the high walls that blocked me from returning to a daily on-air performance finally fell. After seven years of silence, I was asked to lend a helping hand by answering the phones for the nationally syndicated Pam Stone Show. The project was to last a couple of days. As of July 10, 2004 not one single brick has been laid that would force me to become silent again.