Today was hard, today was rough I dont know how i made it through it without cuts No today was tough I didnt know if i would make it Call the suicide line because my soul was naked Oh the grim reaper stopped by and asked me if it was my time and suddenly I gained the confidence and pride to tell him oh not today because he was hitting me up in sixth grade, in seventh, in eighth and he keeps coming back on his vacation i guess its funny to ask me if it is my time i dont wanna die but he wants me ha thats funny to think somebody wants me but it aint fun no aint the kind i want nooo cause i wanna live actually wanna live through this pain maybe then one day i'll have a good day i know its hard for me (right now ×3) Why is it hard right now? Oh the grim reaper stopped by and told me hi said that was it good day I some how grew pride on my shoulders they raised huffed and puffed told him not today ha you have no control over my emotions i thought i thought i was over that pain im not you told me that it wouldn't work out the one thing thats been making me smile so cry i cried the razor near my arms didn't do it though somehow im strong through the pain through the pain